unpredictable journal

29 November 2005

Late for school =(

Yesterday worked till 6am actually very tired and plan to skip morning classes. But didn't know why after reached home for a shower, I went out to school and was like 20mins late for class? Haha... though Mrs Tan knows that I'm late, she didn't says anything. =)

Lesson wise, think I'm slowly slowly understanding bit by bit. But I guess among so many electives, taxation seems to be the most difficult one. Sigh... a little regret of choosing it, and tempted to appeal for another elective.

So touched by kakis, YY and Mic went to buy curry puffs for us. Wow sey, first time so here to praise them. Thanks lotta! Haha... all of us were famished.

Today as usual, I'm late for IAC! I just woke up not long ago, sigh. Is my first time skipped lesson that has got to do with Accounts! Is my first... sigh... you think I wish? NO... that's for sure.

Guess that's about all for now.

I hope I'll luv myself more

07:35

27 November 2005

Everything changed

Had been working @ Ryder for about 1mth and I finally discovered I don't really like someone. In fact, 2... 1 I've discovered long ago. Hahas... she's just acting cute and couldn't stands the way she talks. Another, kinda dislike pretty lots when I don't really find that she's that adorable? But why so many guys were like so crazy over her? I couldn't find out a reason, oh no. Nvm...

Just woke up to see whether he's back. Yea... he's... but it seems like everything changed. If so, hopefully it change to a better one. But it doesn't seems to be a good one... haix...

Later going to work, bringing my school bag along. Hopefully I'd left at 6am, then reach JP 'll be 7am... haha... then from there, I took MRT to my school and that's it. Hopefully I can stays awakes throughout the whole lecture. Jia u le... hang on there.

I hope I'll luv myself more

13:26

Pouring thoughts ='(

I don't know why, received his mail. He replied back at chalet, happy to see his mail. But hahas... don't know why... realli do not know why I cried after replying. Haish... really hurts... haha... he didn't hurt me at all... but I just didn't know why...

I got nothing much to say le... tonight I'm working again. Carrying school bag there, so go to school after work bahx... hahas... takecare...

Swollen eyes...

I hope I'll luv myself more

10:03

26 November 2005

Working tonight =)

Just received call from May asking me whether can work tonight or not. Hahas... so happy. Yeah! 8pm...

So later will be meeting Gina earlier for the interview after which guess have dinner together with her bahx. Then go work lol... heex

Benedict - Blessed by god

Bernard - Brave as a bear

Eden - Delight

Iethro - Perfection

Kean - Handsome

Mathew - God's gift

Rowan - Little one

Adeline - Noble

Beatrice - A person who brings happiness

Benedicta - Blessed

Candace - Purity

Chantal/Chantel/Chantelle

Gabriella - God's angel

Hahas... some nice name that I've haunted from the webby. Haish... nothing better to do. Think I'm going off le, to do my revision then tonight's working. Hahas...

I hope I'll luv myself more

10:18

25 November 2005

Going for job interview tomorrow

Here to update again, hahas. Hm... tomorrow going for job interview, Charles and Keith with some friends. Hopefully I'd get the job cuz I really needs money... hahas... this time no kidding kays? If no money don't think I can continue to study le. Haish...

There're 14 outlets, think I'd prefer the one at Citylink bahx. Causeway point, alamak... if work during weekday, sure get back home damn late de. But if really left with no choice, I think I'll still go for it. At least work there for about 2-3 months and earn kinda a sufficient $ then okay le. Haha...

Today's Friday, so 2 more days and he'll be back. Haha... hopefully he enjoyed himself. Hm... that's about all bahx. Going for shower, have my dinner and time to study again! Hey hey... be a 4 pointers next round! Haha... and get a GPA of 3.8 and I can assure myself that I'll get that long wanted wish to come true... my schorlarship...!!! Woo Hoo... it's waiting for me... don't skip class next week k? Promise... promise... dont' ever break promise... kies? Hm... that's all...

Update

Pearlyn's missing Ah Yi... haha... her mom called me saying that she cried and wanted her aunt. Haha... then when I talk with her through phone, she don't wanna chat with me, diao... (o_oll)

Hahas... here to update my future child's name... heex...

Jun Ming, Jun Hui, Jun Wei... which one nicer?

Rui Yi, Zhi Ling, Xue Shi... which one nicer?

Very bo liao orh? Hahas... I do accounts do until siao le..

That's all fer today... thanks for reading... arigato..

I hope I'll luv myself more

19:01

Late for school

Think yesterday turn in too late that's why this morning couldn't wake up on time for lesson. Anyway is Business Com and I told him already that I'm still in holiday mood only will be punctual for lesson next week onwards and he said: "Promise"? Hahas... so I think most likely he knows why I'm not there for lesson again le bahx... =)

Don't know what happens to her yesterday, she got the wrong message and then she said that I don't wanna pass it to her personally. But I really waited for her at my door steps for about 8 mins plus plus when I saw her sms saying that she reach already, why? Then I decoded saying that I've lots of notes to copy so I left it outside but accidentally dropped on the floor mahx. Then she was previously very sad already and so she misunderstood me. Haix... nvm. I could understand why she's feeling like this, I'm equally stressed.

Friend grandma's just passed away and really sad to heard that, sent our condolence to her too. So she gonna miss lots of lessons and me as a friend, I occur to help her out right? Where can I jian si bu jiu? So gonna help her copy her notes too... IAC, rather difference I own self also didn't have a very clear understanding plus idea but still need to help him [Mr Cheo] to help my kakis out. Well, I don't mind helping if I know. Hahas... taxation makes me nuts only and Bus Com makes me worried sick nia. Haix... I'm so stressed out.

Finally I make some space out of my shelves for this semester books and files. And it looks much more tidy now... everything's in apple pie order... =)

Saturday I'm going for job interview, hopefully I'd get the job. Hm... reminder to myself. Don't because of work, neglect my studies. Both should be balanced well kie? Haha... if really work, I'm gonna be damn happy... cuz I'd have lots of money! Yeah... but should be saved for poly. Hahas... though still one more year to go, but really need some saving already. And also be independent bahx...

That's about all...

I hope I'll luv myself more

07:26

24 November 2005

I'm lost everywhere

Kinda lost during account lessons cuz the format was a little different from what I've learnt from the previous semester. Maybe that's the differences between accounts fundamental and intermedia accounting bahx. Hahas...

Business Communication, so damn boring. Copying lots of points to remember for letter writing. But once finished copying, end of lesson le, can you imagine how long we've wrote in the writing pad? (o_oll) But I think it was really useful lol... =)

Finally lunch break, all of us were famished, hahas... went to campus heaven to have our lunch. Hm... indeed the food there had become nicer le, wow... have a yumilious lunch. *Bloated* After which, I think we're all nuts... hahaz... we went to take photos using YY camera wow... can't wait to see how nuts we're. Heex...

Then almost late for elective. So bored... lecturer was new to taxation and so didn't really learn much things this afternoon. But was really lost in calculating taxes lol... =(

"Wad I wan is ur care n concern - haiiss" --> this is ur nick in msn? Referring to me, obviously ritez? Haix... come to think of it, haven't I been caring enuf fer euu? If you don't think so, then forget it. If meeting me up everyday is what you want, then I sincerely apologize to you. Cuz that's not me... if you can't wait for me, then give up on me. Seriously... it's not too late yet? Hahas... we'd still be friend ritez? Sigh... lotta thoughts... never ever ending...

Quarrel over a sandwich? Not worth it, clam down...

I'm going to drop you an mail and after which I'm gonna do fer my revision... you enjoy urself...

That's about all.. I'm lost everywhere...

I hope I'll luv myself more

17:19

23 November 2005

Lotta thoughts

My mood was rotted by my dad yesterday and so I didn't have my dinner and I turn in as early as 8pm ++ and woke up in such a beautiful morning. *Smile* Today gonna be a better day and I'm not going to let anyone ruin my mood... *Smile*

Dad's going on for operation after CNY, that's for sure. And he's now so helpless, I tried to help him as much as I'd but it seems like money is what he needs and poor thing, that's the only thing that I couldn't help much. Insurance? What's that? Dad couldn't claim a single cent from ACE Insurance Limited for all his body check ups, x-rays, injection etc fees... haix... then what's the point of asking people to buy insurance? They're all cheaters... !!!

Mom, I'm really sorry my mood was really rotted. I don't mean to throw my temper on you and hopefully you'd understand me and don't nag too much, cuz I'm already 18years old, sensible enough to think of myself, don't worry for me kie? U rest well yourself, don't get too exhausted orh? I always loves you mummy! And I'll treasure the time we've together kie? Thanks for that hottie milo that you've made for me

Elder brother recently had been behaving weirdly, not sure what he's up to. Hopefully he's fine too. Haha... here to say sorry to my second brother... hahaz... for nothing kena scold by me. I must really count myself lucky cuz he's in good mood that's why didn't quarrel with me. Wow... heng... haha...

I've lotta thoughts also don't know where I shall start from. Well, I'll just say whatever thoughts I've now...

My time-table was kinda okay, and I think I should go find some part-time job real soon. Cuz currently I'm independent, not taking a single cent from my parents. Well, gotta pay my own internet bill, handphone bill, school fees and daily allowance. Yar, I've earn some money but half finished on chalet stuffs. So another half is still here with me, but for sure it gonna finish soon ritez? Haix... so cannot like this, really must get a part-time job asap... haha...

Oh yar... today's time-table is really sucks... I think I'm going to school for 1-3pm lesson, business com. I'll go for the sake of that 2 periods... I promise... and of course, I'm not going to slack at home like this, I'm going to do revision for IAC or tidy up my cupboard, real messy or maybe my shelves too though it looks neat, but no space for me to put my school books, must think of a way yar?

Hahaz... I think he's sleeping so don't wanna disturb him. Sleep bahx... wake up then nudge me again lol... haix... everytime scold me sturborn pig, then you leh? Also very kiki what... haix... go rest bahx... wake up then chat kies?

I hope I'll luv myself more

07:02

22 November 2005

No mood in doing anything

Here I'm back from school and guess was a boring day for me *Yawn* Nothing much that I've learnt and all the modules was like the same arh? Still couldn't figure out what's the different between NITEC and Higher NITEC... sianz....

The whole room was like so messy and it really runied my mood of revising my work. Also don't know where should I start from to tidy up my room. All his things, really feel like throwing everything away... sianz...!

Nothing much... going to do revision for IAC now and later maybe going to create a new blog... a very personal one? Haha... let's see bahx... if only I've the time

*Shaking head, vision very blur*... haix... recently so damn e moody man... haish...

That's about all... hopefully best friend, 'Nes 'll recover soon... she's sick...

I hope I'll luv myself more

16:20

Vexed and contradicted

Today by right won't be late for lesson but because of the stupid bus I'm late for my IAC... [Intermedia Accounting]. Diao... end up I gotta say: "Good morning, I'm sorry I'm late". Diao... (o_oll)

Got to know from Mr Hari that me and the other 2 classmates got 2nd in the class position, so happy to heard that. Haha... and I actually scored 94 for BFD exam. Wow... power... didn't expected that high. Heex... kai xin dao kuai yao shang tian tang...

Hm... got to know my time-table, pretty okay with it. Haha... almost everyday starts school at 8am and then end pretty early de bahx... Haha... the latest of my lesson is at 4pm... good good worx.

Today student taking BFS (Banking and Finance) de no lesson. Diao... sianz... me taking PTX... and no ones is there with me, so sianz... maybe I skip also... haha... bleahx...

Haix... so sianz... so damn e bored. Vexed and contradicted.

I hope I'll luv myself more

10:22

21 November 2005

Tomorrow going back to school, not feeling exciting at all

By right today's the first day of school for the new semester. I didn't went to school so where's the hell I'm? Muhahahaha... I'm at my friend house. If I didn't remember wrongly, there wasn't a time that friend cooked something for me to eat, so guess I earned it. Heex...

Think I slept from 3am plus till 12.30pm like that but still I was sleeping so damn the sleepy now. My eyes really couldn't open big, getting smaller and smaller as time pass by.

Have a great time with them when having dinner together. Gina and I didn't eat cuz her mom prepared dinner and she's going back home to have it, I guess. As for me... my mom cooked too, but really no appetite to eat and beside, I'm not hungry at all... so just have a dessert while they having meal.

LL a very nice friend that I came across. Though he's only 18yrs old but his thinking is really much more mature than everyone of us, that's the thing that I gotta admit. He's very caring and keep on encouraging me to study hard and make it to the poly and bright future's there awaiting for me. Hahaz... hope that we'd keep in touch and hang out as a group again.

Puzzle... the gift for my kakis haven't done yet, so damn e jialat me. Also not sure when gonna finish doing it, haiish... who's coming over to help me... hahaz...

Yes right now, I'm thinking of you and what happened last night. Hopefully you'll be feeling better after the liang cha that I've bought for you... =)

Guess that's about all, I'm tired and I'm sleepy... I'm going to sleep now... hugging all the bears that I've got from my birthday... esp that tortise... haha...

Reminder: Is a new semester and yea, is time to study hard and buck up kies?

I hope I'll luv myself more

22:45

Sorri mummi

Went out with my colleagues yesterday and we went to eat pizza. After which we actually plan to go clubbing [already on the bus] but in the end we still decide to play pool at beauty world. Still learning, haha... very slow learner, cuz I'm stupid lol

Then went outside and they helped me to fix the puzzle which I plan to pass it to my friend tomorrow cuz is her birthday present but in the end, we didn't manage to fix it lol. Sianz... they took cab back home.

After which, went out again to meet my friend. Hm... staying over there till afternoon 3pm then took cab back home. Haha... thanks for the noodle... is really nice... heex...

Then just got back home and mom was like nagging yar? Haha... I know she's caring, thanks mummy then. Haha... what's more you wanna me to say? Say I love you? K then, I love you mummy. And sorry for showing you my attitude to you these few days... feeling bad...

Haix... must be hard on my mummy le. Tomorrow starting school at 8am till 3pm. Sianz... CA1 for accounting is in one month time, so damn e bored man. Not yet start lesson but already know when's exam le. Sianz...

That's about all...

I hope I'll luv myself more

17:42

20 November 2005

Enjoyed before school starts

Yesterday 've been staying out for about 12 hours, shopping and shopping a bit tiring but really enjoyed.

Accompanied good friend, Kelly to novena for job interview. Haha... I think success but she wanna reconsider again or even she have already rejected? Wahaha... not sure... go ask her urself bahx.

Next we went to meet Gina at Bugis then I bought cheese stick... wow... real nice... nap nap... ZHAN! Haha... then walk walk Kelly's looking for her stuffs so we followed her. Running late, we're still at Bugis??? Oh dear, meeting Raymond at AMK to take pay sey but we still take our own sweet time travelling there haha...

This time pay I think correct. Then me tell him about the last time pay in a very rough, violent way. He said wow... u look so pretty, u do your nail art so nice but the way you talk... ... ... ??? Haha... speechless!!! He's just bull shitting, hates him! Where's my pay?

After which went Bishan, stays there for awhile to listen to those contestant participating in the campus superstar, wa biang a... their singing simply sucks! I think all my friends sang better than them bahx... hm... Percie my junior, she's going on Monday de, 1pm... sianz... I start school le nehx... but think the first day I don't wanna go school, nothing much de. Haha... go there to support her. Yeah.. Per... jia euu le.

Then went back to JP to shop shop. Haha... bought a OP skirt offer, $25.20 I think. Nice sey. Haha... but orh a little too big, if get a smaller size, then 'll be too tight. Gosh... my figure is out of shape yar? Haha... anyway, Kelly bought a shirt... real nice man! Haha...

Hm... went to GV bought the cheesy hotdog... wa power sey realli taste nice man! Haha... and also LEI LEI n hamburger came to look fer us awhile before work. Hm... asking us to join em fer dinner together wif those china girls. Haha... me anything as with who arnd also can but definitely not him... [W]... haix...

Oh yar, went to bishan orh, there's this Richard Clayderman Piano Competition. Wow... I saw mani cute cute de kids playing piano, then got guys playing piano too. Rather impressive with one guy, he didn't 've the score with him, and he was simply just so engrossed in the playing. Bravo! Haha...

And Richard Clayderman is coming to Singapore on the 17 Dec? Wanna go watch the concert but doubt there's anyone will accompany me cuz the tix is a bit too ex for em le bahx. Haha... nvm... I ask my him [Woodenrive] maybe he'll be interested. Hahaz... ranging from $48, $68, $98, $118, and $138. Haha... tix available at SISTIC and concert held at Singapore Indoor Stadium. Anyone interested? Tell me orh...

And if you iv you realli visit my blog, then good good. But orh... I realli didn't noe why you're sad. Bcuz of the previous entry? Just let me noe kie? And I'm going to start school soon so might be replying back ur mail late... heex...

Hm... that's about all... I v sleepy nehx... but cannot slp. Cuz going to start school le. Must wake up so damn e earli. Sianz...

I hope I'll luv myself more

09:08

19 November 2005

Today gonna be busy...

By right I suppose to have a Mendaki CIP activity but doubt my friends are all going so didn't went though I wake up at 5am plus with a hungry stomach...

Hm, not sure whether Kelly 've left home cuz by right I should accompany her to novena, I also don't know why she wanna go there. Haha... but if she's already out of house, then I think I'll be meeting her at bugis bahx...

Later in the afternoon, around 11am plus I think I'm meeting Gina to take the pay from Raymond @ AMK... so damn e shitty and it was like so far away arh? Sianz... but what to do? This company still own me 1k++ [include this 2 wks of working salary lah]. Sianz... sure going to get back every single cents that I deserve de...

Then in the afternoon or rather near evening, meeting Julia @ JP to take back Fung's player. Then going to pass it back to her bahx... maybe meeting her at her house void deck. After which, going to meet Ben to pass him the software... and finally I've the time to rest bahx.. haha... so busy orh?

That's why arh... if anyone wanna ask me out really must tell me a few weeks in advance if not I sure won't entertain you. Don't care whether you're a guy or a girl, my best friend or my casual friend... I'm just like this kie? Take me for who I'm.

Yesterday chatted with my secondary school teacher, Mr Nice Guy. Haha... he's having some problem and I'm not sure whether I've cheered him up, hopefully I did. Hm... get to know that he's keen in picking up cello... wondering he's serious or not. Haha... he was asking me to teach, but can I? Haha... doubt my abilities... thinking of introducing him to Ji lao shi... hopefully he really learns lotta from him, ji's a solid and potential cello teacher and cellist norhx! Haha...

Hm... planning to ask him [Mr Nice Guy] to accompany me to go watch the SYCO Young Rising Star's concert on the 9th of dec? I think so... anyone interested to tag along? Haha...

Guess today he's [T] working OT bahx... cuz he haven't online yet. Anyway, there're some misunderstandings in between us bahx... haha... anyway... solved. Yeah! Like him very much, how I wish he's my real brother... bleahx... not in love with him orh... haha...

I hope I'll luv myself more

08:10

18 November 2005

What's true friend?

It was like so damn boring nothing better to do at home, I'm rotting. Tonight going back to take my pay, around 1k sey, happy...

Ture friend? What is that? I always hangs around with her and yet she didn't turn up for my chalet, not even a sms notifying me that she's not coming. What's that all about? Sigh...

Just received a call from Irene, ITE classmate asking about my results. I'm kinda stunned cuz I never thought that someone whom scolded me before will be so caring towards me. Anyway, her results weren't very good, hopefully she would work hards for the next semester and cover up.

Haix... he's [T] still angry with me? Sigh... send him so mani instant message there's none he reply. I wonders why... did I really hurts him? I really wish that he tell me something, scold me anything if that will makes him feels better than letting me to see that he's online yet refused to talk to me. Is so hurtful is he aware about that? Sigh...

Because of these, I avoid guys... I don't dare to start a relationship with guy that I liked. Cuz more often than not, once broken... they avoid you, you don't even have a chance to be friend with him. So I'd like to keep good and nice guys as friends... truly... I don't wanna hurt them nor I wants to be hurted by them. Haix...

Still having headache since the day I reached home from chalet... feeling so damn weak. Haix...

Haix... haix... haix... haix... haix... so vexed up... haix... haix... haix... haix... haix...

I hope I'll luv myself more

16:08

Always remember that miracle will appear

What's the matter with him, hopefully he's fine and hopefully I'm not the one who hurts him. And I just wanna remind him that always remember that miracle will appear

Maybe yesterday he approached me in msn and I didn't reply back to him cuz I've fallen asleep infront of the computer, so maybe he's angry bahx... if really then my apologise to him, sorry. Hm... didn't know what he's wondering about, today send an instant msg to him didn't reply cuz he's away, but after a few mins... he went offline le... hm... nvm bahx... just hope he's fine. Perhaps... I'm too much

And euu [P]... haix... so sad to heard from her that you actually smoked. Nvm again, I shall not force everyone to listen to me right? Haha... anyway here my friend praises you saying that you're following the fashion, jap jap guy... haha... happy? Hm... wondering when will we meet out as a gang again... takecare norhx...

Wondering should I go back and take my pay today or not. If going back, how am I going to face him [K], him [T] and him [W]. Haix... so pai sey... if not going back, then what if there's something wrong with my pay? Alamak... contradicted. Some more, I promise him that I'll be back to take my pay tonight... so how? Someone help me out?

Tomorrow there's a mendaki CIP not sure wanna go or not. If not going guess meeting Kelly's out bahx... accompany her not sure going where. Sianz... mood ring color shows that I'm clam... unlike yesterday, romance... haix... bored

No ones is online so early... logging in msn again at 5pm waiting fer euu... kie?

Reminder to euu, euu and euu... Must be able to take up jokes just like lei lei kie? All are young adults and only ones entertains another time will then flies fast... once again I'm sorry if I've causes any misunderstandings and if I've been too playing too much.

I hope I'll luv myself more

08:21

17 November 2005

My birthday chalet

Kelly's came to my house with the stingray that she helped me to buy for my birthday chalet yesterday. Then after which we went to meet Fung and Qin and we took cab down to TM to collect cake before heading to the chalet.

Reached there around 3pm, I guess. So we did some house keeping and then sit down there relax and watch VCD, the eyes 10. After a few hours, Chew Hau joined us and I chatted with her upstair... haha... she's sick with flu... poor thing.

Then slowly all guest are coming in. Hm... till around evening think all my friends forgotten that my chalet was located at Pasir Ris Costa Sands Resort and not Downtown, haha.. quite a few groups they went to the wrong one sey, so me bo bian gotta come out and bring them in.

After a few times me doing "escorting", I get so fed up that I showed my attitude and the Mcs delivery makes it more worse, ordered 60 nuggets ends up only come 6 nuggest, my goodness, is so much the difference! Sianz... then called back and complaint and finally is correctly delivered.

Sis was delivering the food and they're late, gosh... my guests are all famished! Then scolded them and showed attitude lol. Sorry leh everyone who came to my chalet, I shouldn't 've showed my attitude... real sorry

Hm... then a few stayed overnight and they keep BBQ-in the food and finishd up all? Haha...

Birthday gift:

Dad, mom, brothers: Red Packet

Sis: Durian cakes

Ongna and sis: Cello display 4/4

Kelly, Fung and Qin: Cello display 3/4

Mic, Hau's, YY and Jing's: Long feminine skirt

Jas, Zhi Yi, Yun's, Zhen's, Joey's, Teck Yew: Jacket

Agnes: Multi purpose use thingy

Jasmine, Michelle, Jolene, Pei Shan, Percie: Tortise

Li Juan & sis: Braclet and key chain

Mummy, suki: Precious moment cup

Julia: Correction fluid with a winnie cup

SK & gf: Cup & their company stuffs

Wee Kian & Wai Chee: Watch

Teng Ying: Bear plus 2 cards

Him: A bear with a box [dolphine necklace inside]

SY cellist: DIY specially made gift included esprit umbrella, stars display bottle, braclet inside e sands, all thanks to woondenriver who came out such a "good creative" idea... haha... ] plus 2 letters, 1 card with all cellist n instructor wishes and 3 beautiful boxes...

And someone bought me the preciuos moment album, is who arh? A mood ring key chain is from who?

Anyway, don't really enjoy this chalet, haha... so busy and tiring... haha... not dare to organise any more chalet le... haha... thanks everyone

Haix... this time I guess I really created a big mess... his nick: "Did I really fall in love with her" makes me nuts nia... hopefully he's not or better he's referring to someone else and not me. And don't know did Wu Kun hint to W that I'm waiting for someone else le not, cuz don't wanna him to waste his time in me. Haha... kelvin... nice chap la... I don't think he'll like me... oscar too... haha... so no worry...

Frankly speaking, I wondering if he still interested in me. He was all alone yesterday night but he's eating... haha... I guess he's famished after work bahx... haha... went back home earlier I guess cuz he wears home clothes here with the little gift. Haha... he's so shy nehx... 21 years old... but orhx... a little too short though he's taller than me about 7cm? Haha... not enough... I like kenny's height...

Mention of him makes me recall that I was kidding with him that both of us shower together. Haha... but didn't lah... cuz kidding nia ma

Yun's praise me that I grow prettier le and Jas praise me that I've slim down le. Haha... got meh? How come I don't know.

Sianz... my sims card with yao, she haven't call me yet. So sianz... I just can't wait to send him a message saying how much I liked the gift he had bought for me. And at the same time, apologise to him that I didn't manage to accompany him yesterday

Haix... so sianz... so tiring... still gotta pack my shelves... forever messy de

That's about all... he's online but he's sleeping yar? Haha... didn't approach cuz not dare to disturb him.

I hope I'll luv myself more

15:52

He's bloggin for me...

09:15:46 AM] maybe i'm no: reached there u buy tibits
[09:15:48 AM] maybe i'm no: thn we eat.
[09:15:50 AM] maybe i'm no: thn go down
[09:15:54 AM] maybe i'm no: sit sit walk walk talk talk
[09:16:01 AM] maybe i'm no: thn do a house for u to sleep
[09:16:04 AM] Attitude pr: Hm... tibits... is nana buy de... mine was all e choco
[09:16:07 AM] Attitude pr: Haha
[09:16:13 AM] maybe i'm no: thn after that some 1 finding u...
[09:16:14 AM] maybe i'm no: ooo
[09:16:18 AM] maybe i'm no: but choco is nicer =x
[09:16:19 AM] maybe i'm no: wahahas
[09:16:24 AM]maybe i'm no: thn u wake up
[09:16:27 AM] Attitude pr: Haha...
[09:16:29 AM] Attitude pr: Then?
[09:16:36 AM]
maybe i'm no: thn after that break time go canteen
[09:16:44 AM] maybe i'm no: thn we talk talk
[09:16:48 AM] maybe i'm no: suddnely all go out
[09:17:00 AM] maybe i'm no: thn came in wif lights off
[09:17:14 AM] maybe i'm no: thn ah mei holding a cake wif candles light
[09:17:21 AM] maybe i'm no: walk in wif a happy birthday song
[09:17:28 AM] maybe i'm no: thn blow candle
[09:17:50 AM] maybe i'm no: thn u chase bird
[09:17:55 AM] maybe i'm no: thn run here run there
[09:18:01 AM] maybe i'm no: thn came back to the cake
[09:18:14 AM] maybe i'm no: thn u wan bite the cake
[09:18:20 AM] maybe i'm no: but u saw ppl wan push ur head
[09:18:31 AM] maybe i'm no: u say dun do that or u dun wan bite the candle liao
[09:18:55 AM] maybe i'm no: thn after that an idiot go push ur head to the cake when u bite-ing
[09:19:01 AM] maybe i'm no: thn after that u go wash
[09:19:05 AM] maybe i'm no: thn idiot when smoking.
[09:19:14 AM] maybe i'm no: after that u bring a cake down >.<
[09:19:20 AM] maybe i'm no: forcing that idiot to eat >.<
[09:19:22 AM] maybe i'm no: =x
[09:19:31 AM] maybe i'm no: thn he know u wanna make him back
[09:19:48 AM] maybe i'm no: so he decided to let u make
[09:19:54 AM] maybe i'm no: thn u make his face full of SHIT!
[09:19:58 AM] maybe i'm no: LOLS!
[09:20:24 AM] maybe i'm no: thn after that u when to the fench there to talk talk
[09:20:31 AM] maybe i'm no: thn after that u went up
[09:20:37 AM] Attitude pr: Wow... u oso noe
[09:20:38 AM] Attitude pr: Haha
[09:20:42 AM] maybe i'm no: lols -.-
[09:20:54 AM] maybe i'm no: thn after that idiot go wash FACE
[09:20:58 AM] maybe i'm no: THN GOT PPL LAUGH!!!
[09:21:06 AM] maybe i'm no: thn after that idiot go touch ur face
[09:21:07 AM] Attitude pr: Serve him rite
[09:21:17 AM] maybe i'm no: u thought he take cake and put at ur face
[09:21:18 AM] maybe i'm no: LOL!
[09:21:19 AM] maybe i'm no: wahahahas!
[09:21:25 AM] Attitude pr: DOn 've lol...
[09:21:30 AM] Attitude pr: I don't noe ish euu ma
[09:21:35 AM] maybe i'm no: hahas
[09:21:35 AM] maybe i'm no: ooo
[09:21:37 AM] maybe i'm no: wahahas
[09:21:40 AM] maybe i'm no: thn wad ar..
[09:21:42 AM] maybe i'm no: thn..
.[09:21:46 AM] maybe i'm no: thnn u go work..
[09:21:53 AM] maybe i'm no: i mean do ur stuff la
[09:22:07 AM] maybe i'm no: thn after that another break i dunno liao
[09:22:15 AM] Attitude pr: Haha
[09:22:17 AM] maybe i'm no: another break i know u sitting wif lei lei they all
[09:22:21 AM] Attitude pr: I tot u realli so observant meh
[09:22:23 AM] Attitude pr: Haha
[09:22:28 AM] Attitude pr: Ya
[09:22:29 AM] maybe i'm no: yaya
[09:22:34 AM] Attitude pr: Tks arh... [09:22:39 AM] maybe i'm no: AND UR TABLE STIL GOT A FEW CAKES!
[09:22:41 AM] maybe i'm no: lols
[09:22:44 AM] Attitude pr: I'll just cut and paste everything to my blog
[09:22:47 AM] maybe i'm no: thn u order mac to eat?
[09:22:48 AM] maybe i'm no: o.0
[09:22:49 AM] maybe i'm no: WA
[09:22:51 AM] maybe i'm no: dun scared mi ar.
[09:22:53 AM] maybe i'm no: lols.
[09:22:58 AM] maybe i'm no: cut and paste..
[09:22:59 AM] maybe i'm no: lols.
[09:23:03 AM] Attitude pr: A... where got order mc?
[09:23:07 AM] Attitude pr: U see wrong perso nle
[09:23:08 AM] Attitude pr: Haha
[09:23:08 AM] maybe i'm no: no mehs?
[09:23:11 AM] Attitude pr: Hm.. no
[09:23:13 AM] maybe i'm no: ooo
[09:23:23 AM] maybe i'm no: cause i know ppl order mac from ur table
[09:23:23 AM] Attitude pr: No lah... copy the part u start off with what happened during work
[09:23:24 AM] Attitude pr: Haha
[09:23:29 AM] Attitude pr: Izit?
[09:23:34 AM] maybe i'm no: forget
[09:23:35 AM] Attitude pr: Not moi one
[09:23:36 AM] Attitude pr: Haha
[09:23:39 AM] Attitude pr: Forgetful
[09:23:40 AM] maybe i'm no: ooo
[09:23:48 AM] maybe i'm no: thn after break go back work
[09:24:15 AM] maybe i'm no: thn u sit at the transiever dunno doing wad
[09:24:24 AM] maybe i'm no: looking towards line 3
[09:24:25 AM] maybe i'm no: LOL
[09:24:31 AM] maybe i'm no: looking for kelvin o.0
[09:24:35 AM] maybe i'm no: WAAHAHHAHA!!!
[09:24:39 AM] maybe i'm no: thn...
[09:24:41 AM] maybe i'm no: hmm..
[09:24:43 AM] maybe i'm no: let mi think
[09:24:51 AM] maybe i'm no: thn after work go home le lohs..

I hope I'll luv myself more

15:34

16 November 2005

My advance birthday celebration at Ryder's.
Today reached there around 7 plus near 8pm. Hm, took out the chocolates for them and was finished up soon. Haha... wondering why so many people know that today's my birthday. The first person whom wished me "Happy Birthday" was... Ming Da, Yong Chai then can't really remember the order le, but I know Ah Bang, William, Banu, Kak Kak, the two best buddies of mine. Kak kak bought me a chocolate, ferror rocher, thanks kak!

During the first break, they bought me a cake and they sang the birthday song for me. Haha... a kinda broken one... but is okay norhx... haha... didn't really make a wish and just blew off the candles like this. Haha... then they say 've to use mouth and take out the candle at first I don't wanna de, but May gurantees me that no one should push me unto the cake. Haha... but who knows that that tomatoe, di wei pushes my head and of course kena my face. Wash up using the hand was soap, sianz... oily oily de... eeks... yucks. Then went out cut a small piece of cake and went downstairs to feed him.

Then I purposely flirt with him saying in a cute cute tone, "Diwei, come out [he's smoking in the middle of the bunch of colleague] I feed you eat cake. Haha... then call him like this so many times but he just refused. Haha... and finallly not sure what's gone to his head and he said, okay lahx, let you smash... then I smashed that piece of cake to his face, wahaha... so happy. And why I purposely flirt with him? Cuz I wanna make [another guy] give up on me cuz I totally 've no interest in him. Sorry...

I hope I'll luv myself more

07:20

15 November 2005

Working tonight, pass mid night ish my birthday le

I guess this time I had created a big mess at the factory. I guess I was too open and I was wondering what charms I had that attracted them? Sigh...

Lei Lei and I used to flirt around, cuz we just playing and entertain the rest of them. Haha... I'm aware and as well as he's aware that he himself got a girlfriend but he'd still give you a hug like this, well we're just open and we know what we're doing over there. But the rests are hard to say

Kelvin was standing beside me again yesterday and we do packing and we chit chatted while Oscar was there too. Haha... the way he talk also very open minded, and so I was the same too. Haha... but I was the first to tease him, cuz he looks cute and funky, simply adores him. Hm... I asked him 'd he miss us as it was our last day [suppose to be] and he said he won't miss her. Then I asked him then will you miss me? Haha... he's shy and he looked away. I know he wanna got to know me better or maybe a little, just a little interested in me. But I treated him like my brother... he's only 16... haha... he told me that he really wish to be 18 so that he'd be my bf and he even told Oscar that I'm his new gf and 'll be following him back home later on. Haha... we just joke around like this, you girls saw it?

Nahx... here another one, don't tell me he also interested in me please!!! I really headache... he can even be my uncle my god! Haix... he's even worse than Oscar... haix... I really wonder why they liked me in the first place. Haha... couldn't figure out... please... god please save me orh?

Then by right suppose to go out with LL and him but in the end I rejected cuz I senses something is wrong, it doesn't seems right. And so... I rejected in a kidding manner. Said that if wanna ask me out muz book appointment de nehx... haha... just kidding with them only. He was asking me to pub... well, wish to go but definitely not with him! Is dangerous kie? Haha... then he told me that he had been waiting for me to call, but I didn't. But how to call him while I don't even have his number...? Haix... I think he thinks too much already bahx... haha... perhaps... I should keep quiet tonight arh?

Actually today (14 Nov) is my last day, but May asked me to work for her on the 15 Nov as she couldn't find anyone to replace us. Vic and Jovina are not working any more so in such a rush time, she couldn't find. So I was soft-hearted and also I misses them so much and felt so unbearable to leave them so I decide to work for her. Haha... I told her the reason why I don't wanna work due to my chalet and so she's aware about my bdae, and so I guess tonight they're helping me to celebrate bahx... haha... thanks them in advance.

Anyway, I just got back home haven't sleep yet, jialat... haha... going to shower and take a rest le... later still going to do my nail arts...

I hope I'll luv myself more

14:23

14 November 2005

Friendster horoscope

Just here to praise friendster horoscope, is real accurate lol. Nahx... take a look

Bottom line: At this state of relationship, the pressure is off. Now just relax and have fun!

In details: It's that time again for Mercury to turn retrograde. Unfortunately, that means that you just can't rush things along right now -- much as you'd like to, and much as everyone around you would like for you to. All you can do is what the rest of us will be doing: Hurry up and wait. Oh, and be especially careful of your financial matters, including your cash, your plastic and your checkbook

I hope I'll luv myself more

19:08

Time has proves everything

Hey hey, he called he called and I was like so happy. I wonder was I awake when he called or maybe I was being woke up by his call and I'm so happy to heard his voice again. Haha... at least all these while I had been waiting for him is not wasted, I mean my time is not wasted and this chalet. Haha... nahx... don't think wrongly, I really just wanna be friend with him yar? Haha... a real nice chap. Nahx... see... he's working till 8pm at IP and I guess is real tiring if he come. Haha... but he still make effort to come, so happy. Haha... he's not going to stay overnight but is okay cuz the next day he's working, so... can understand lol. Miracle appear... always believe in that and never give up...

Today working at 9pm, my last day of work, misses them so much. But if they ever need helper, I'll be glad to help them. Haix... always like this, feeling sad when leaving a working place. But not all, I guess only factory job I'll feel like this. As for BS promoter, haha... I was like waiting for it to end soon, asap. Haha... don't really like promoting stuffs especially there's no single soul at all.

Happy, happy. Maybe tomorrow going to have a hair cut and maybe do rebonding for fringe, let's see bahx... haha... then Wednesday me maybe 'll be leaving out of house as early as possible cuz wanna go get my bbq stuffs... haha... with my good buddy, kelly. Yesh! Haha...

Looking forward to that day...

I hope I'll luv myself more

18:36

I'll always remember you

There still isn't any reply from you haha... don't deny that I'm not disappointed at all but still I'll always remember you, this nice chap that I got to know from. Loves being with you, lotta laughter when there's no single soul and serious for work, a damn steady person. I'll not forget how you helped me, and all your praises and also that wink and that piercing. Your height and that well built body attracted me lotta. Hopefully we'd meet some day, some where down the road... I hope I won't be missing you too much... haha... takecare...

Lei Lei the one who always foul around flirting with other girls said something when he's trying to entertain me by kidding that he likes her. Haha... and he said this "Come on, what's there good to be shy off, we're young adults!" "Like means like, you shouldn't avoid it". How true it's... he's a very nice guy, still remember that time I fallen asleep while waiting for the transport bus and he was the one who wakes me up, haha... thanks lotta!

May although we weren't very close but you really helped me out in the most critical moment, I really appreciate it. Haha... didn't know that you were part of chinese orchestra dizi player too. So coincidence...

All kak kaks, thanks for taking great care of us and guide us along everyday. We've learnt lotta things from you all, thanks...

Thanks Adrain for being so understanding this morning. Haha... I'll never forget the most relaxing overtime work is just to put boxes to the line... haha... and if you ever need helper, do approach me and I'll steady work for you... kie?

William... haha... thanks for reading my life (fortune telling after break, all sat down there and chit chat chat, I won't forget that time). Hm... he said that I'm gullible, easy to believe people by ears. Cannot fall sick, otherwise it'll be a very serious one. Appearance looks sweet and lovely but don't piss me off, otherwise I'll be nasty and you'll be doom. Capable in working and there'll be lots of acheivements when working out. So career wise, should be rather steady. Haha... hopefully all he said was true too. And also we shall hang out some other days together kie?

Haix... today my last day, kinda sad... guess that's about all bahx...

Takecare everyone...

I hope I'll luv myself more

09:18

13 November 2005

Given up, headache...

I've sms him about the chalet but I wonders did he called back as there were 2 miss calls, 1 was from my friend and how about the other one? I heard the phone ringing but I was too tired to wake up and answer (Charging) and so I couldn't be bother and now I was kinda regret. I mean he should at least reply back my message to say whether is he coming or not, well if really there isn't any reply, I gave up on him... really give up... no longer wanting to wait for him but still 'll 've a wish to be friend with him and hang out together... =)

Headache, my sis... a wonderful sis but sigh. That day when I was on my way to work I did message her that I bought the cake already but today just received her message [Jialin I alreay bought the cake, 2kgs from swensens] then I was like OMG!!! And jumped from my bed and give her a call back just to double confirm, and yes she really did!!! Now headahce cuz me bought 2.7kgs plus her one 'll be 4.7kgs all together, how? It was like so jialat man! Sianz... and I doubt we'd claim back any single cent from the full payment that we've made. So how? Jialat... preparing to eat cakes for all 3 meals le...

Hm... maybe going to shower now and then later set off earlier, wanna go JP buy tops and look around. Haix...

I hope I'll luv myself more

16:30

Satisfied

Working seems funnier and funnier, getting to know lots of new 'friends' but sadly to say I'm leaving soon, sobbie...

Not many transiver before the second break, and Adrain is not here as he went to the cut house. So we slacked damn lots, suppose to be 15 mins break, we went for half an hour break and during the 1 hour break, we called Mc delivery and they were late, so after we had finished eating we're already late for work but didn't kena said by Adrain when he came back from cut house, luckily.

He's back so we're rushing like hell, damn rush, gosh... some more my kak kak going back at 6am and left everything for me to settle. Luckily we're fast enough to supply to 3 lines otherwise kena scolded by Adrain, that's for sure. Haha... I don't deny that I'm not as fast as her (don't know what's her name, but a new comer who can do real fast, faster than me) and so I shouldn't be the 'part-time leader' over there (cuz leader must be e faster and efficient one, but I don't seems like one). But though some might be as fast as I'm or even faster than me lack of leadership skills. And maybe management skills too. Not to praise myself, but I feels satisfied and contended when we're able to supply transiver for 3 lines and they meet Adrain targets, that's what I really wanted and I feel happy.

But sadly to say that tonight Adrain won't be able to give me Jovina and Victoria cuz the aunties from 5th floor is coming down to help out. Come to think of it, if I were him, I'll ask contractors instead of them. Cuz Jovina and Victoria both can paste the logo well as well as packing transiver fast. But the aunties from 5th floor only can help to pack, not flexible. Haix... I also not sure how to plan le, let's see tonight bahx... kak kak not here agaiN! Leaving all these for me...

Chalet wise, BBQ stuffs haven't settle, so bored! Haix... but not going to give a damn care about it till Tuesday. Kinda miss working... oh yar, btw this whole week I had been working all days and guess my pay gonna be high... haha... one month I think I'm able to earn 1k over... that's good... haha... kena praise by uncle william... he's very capable in cooking and have many working experiences, next time then update more about him. Haha... he gets to know that Monday 'll be our last day so I guess he wanna cook something for us... haha... winks...

Guess there's one guy who's interested in her, haha... good good worx... but he very pervertic... and disgusting... yucks! Can't imagine that he showed me he look of kissing someone... all my hair pores are opened and hairs rising up... can't work together with him. Haha... anyway... he's pretty a nice guy...

A... kelvin... funny. Haha... their line stopped and so May asked them come over to help out. He stood beside me and kept asking my name. Shit... didn't tell him. Haha... cuz told him before but he forgotten. Haha... so what's the point and he given up, sigh. So Oscar stood beside me too and he overheard our conversation and so he told me to ask from Kelvin 100 bucks if wanna talk one sentenance with me. Haha... then I smiled and said don't want. Haha... cuz me not that BHB... and he added and said to kelvin, that's the sacrification of liking someone... but I know he meant nothing and just kidding... haha... 'like'? I think he'll b e one who's more interested in me bahx... see the way he behaves know le... but he's shy lah... haha... anyway... he's married orh? So don't think YY...

One last thing to say, everyones thinks that I got a BF... haha... but what's make them think so? First is the aunty who questioned me when we're on our way to work and next is Bunny... haha... werido... aunty said that I look very stable... what's that mean? Haha...

I'm tired tonight working at 8pm and I think going back at 8am bahx... tired norhx... that's about all...

I'm waiting for someone... pend pend... =P

I hope I'll luv myself more

09:43

12 November 2005

Just reached home not long ago, had my breakfast taken

Elder kor looks terrible sick I wonder is he okay. Is anything happening at home that I do not know? Hopefully he's all right.

It had been quite sometimes that I want to update some personal things that is happening around my family, basically about my dad's health. He wasn't really that old, but he's aching all over the body and I guess he really needs that operation as soon as possible otherwise I really couldn't imagine how are WE going to survive without him. He really plays an important role in this family though he loves to gamble these and that and owe others people money, but afterall, he's still a capable and hardworking daddy! He buys dinner despite his painful foots, he paints the house despite his body aches and he made dessert for the whole family during his leisure time. Earning a few Ks is really not enough to support a family of 5 (sis got her own house), sigh. I wish I'd do something for him, but I just seems like so useless? There's nothing that I'd do not even capable of supporting myself. Oh dear... anyone understands?

Is only 3 weeks of work and I was feeling so fatigue, I need to have a good rest. But my parents, they're just different! I hope I'd really find a part time job and at the same time go to school and achieve good results in order to qualified for schorlarship. I must work real hard... jia euu and hang on there, cheering myself on.

Yesterday work was like hell, so damn rush. It nearly kills our lives, luckily we're still surviving. Tonight we're working agin, from 8pm that means 7pm I gotta set off and 6pm gotta wake up. Haix... gonna be a tiring day for me. Hopefully sunday's working too, so that I can earn the last few hundreds for myself...

Oh dear, didn't expect her to be over here so early. My sis is going to pulua ubin and so I gotta help her to take of my niece, who asked me own her a favour. Haix... but nevermind, hopefully she's going to be a good girl today.

Hm... that's about all. Going to GP to transfer money for my friend le. Hm... so shitty of her to vomit on my bed... eek...

I hope I'll luv myself more

09:05

11 November 2005

Reminder

Gosh! I'm gaining weights... dear my god why does this happen before my birthday? Sigh...

And my salary that I've gotten has been all spent within two days... is gone now, sigh... is was kinda a forture for me that they actually miscalculated my salary the other time. Haix... I'm not going to spent a single cent on the next pay.

Today went JE again actually wanna buy the tweety bird hot flake, but in the end I didn't bought also didn't know why. Perhaps, I've spent a lot of money again le bahx. Haha... really liked that hot flake very much. Hm, perhaps on my birthday I'll go buy it before going to chalet bahx. Haha... birthday special 20%... whoo whoo...

So sianz... guess this whole week gonna work... see if there's an 800 bucks for two weeks not. Haha... hopefully bahx...

Hm... I like the baleno new arrival jacket, kinda thick but look nice on me nehx... who's buying for me? Haha... of course myself... but wait first, must plan my money wisely.

I'm so tiring, must eat in moderation le. 5 more days to slim down. One day one meal, that's dinner. And that's it... ! Really I swer to the god... if I can cut 2kgs within these few days. then that 'll be the best gift I've received for my birthday.

And I asked to invite him le, haix... maybe I really couldn't forget about him. Haha... don't think too much, I just wanna be friend with him, missing him just like I'm missing my friend, Hui Juan, Agnes, Jasmine etc... wow... realli miss em till dead...

And that toopid kelvin also don't know what happened to him, suddenly appear right infront of me when I was pasting the logo so engrossed. Haix... given him a lecture and he smiled back and walked away... haix...

Anyway, I'm real tired now...

Gotta save up salary chanel!!!

I hope I'll luv myself more

13:38

09 November 2005

Spent 200 over bucks, so useless...

Never went back home straight after work norhx, went to IMM to order cake. Sigh, I guess I ordered too big le, but forget about it, already ordered. Wondering should I claim from my brother or not, cuz he said claim from him once I ordered, but I very pai sey

Bought 2 shirts cost around $33 then some snacks cum ingredients for making sandwiches and that's it, 200 over bucks gone... haix... oh yah... plus the cake which costed me 101 bucks...

Reached home not long ago, kinda tiring now. Haha... haven't sleep... hopefully later 'll be in good mood norhx... haha... getting more and more fatter, so damn e shity

Anyway, today's horoscope for scorpio: "You're in a woozy, dreamy frame of mind and (more importantly) heart. This stuff is potent -- and magnetic, too -- so a certain someone could be in the mood to hang out with you at your place. Don't say you're busy, and don't run away from intimate conversations. You've got to invest time and energy if you want to build something that's truly long-lasting -- which you do. Open yourself up."

The bottom line: "Turn to family for unconditional love and support. They are behind you all the way."

Hm, going off to sleep le... tired... takecare everyone...

I hope I'll luv myself more

15:47

08 November 2005

$2 bus fare!

Woke up at mid night 4am and watched Premonitor and Robots till 11am plus surfing nets till 3pm plus and went shower. Piglet told me that mom's not cooking for the night so we decided to eat pizza! I dial the number and ordered a seafood supreme with 10 drumplets and 1 garlic bread for free! 'Cuz it was Monday Special... I think I ate the most, gosh... I'm gaining weights, is obvious, face starts to get rounded and rounded, OMG!!!

So was awake for one whole day and so I starts to get tiring when it's 7pm plus, out of the blue, I felt so sleepy, so lied on bed and I just fallen asleep till 8pm. Quickly wake up and get it changed and took bus to JP taxi stand waiting for my transport. Sigh, spent $2 on the bus trip cuz my ez-link card has no more credit and just so 'lucky' of me to have only 45 cents... sigh... so no choice but to pay $2 for the trip from my house to Jp lol... sad...

This morning came back from JP as I went there to buy something to eat, cuz very hungry lol. Hm, then on my way back home, I saw this young hottie babe wearing sleeveless shirt, jean, high heal shoes carrying a black colour bag broaded the bus. Behind her was a mid 30s uncle who kept eyeing into her breast??? I felt so tempted to walk towards him and step him on his legs, but sigh... I didn't have the courage lol. But next time if I saw this uncle eyeing on someones else I'll definitely give him two tight slaps on his face! Shit...

Work wise, getting more and more unfinished work. Keep on doing and doing but it still never end, haix... I'm so tiring norhx... that's the disadvantages of working night shift. Sigh... anyway, they need female workers anyone interested please contact me asap... thanks!

Kelvin, didn't saw him for days, haha... I guess he resigned le bahx... Haix... it seems like something's missing arh? Hm, anyway, got to know two new friends, Angie and Jovina... nice to meet them... they're friends of kelvin lol... haha... Pri O students... so tonight they won't be working lol cuz exam on Wed... all the best to them norhx...

Yesterday night was the first time that JS call me my name, cuz everytime he'll definitely call me 'NEL (CAT in dialect). Haha... actually Chanel was a branded name ar? But don't think it suit me... haha... wondering why Lynn named me Chanel... but some says that I really have the look of Chanel arh? Well, whatever it's.

Chalet things... haix... haven't really got it done properly, so tired, don't have the time to organise it, kinda regret of wanting a birthday chalet. Haix... afterall, I just thought of wanting everyones to gather around after haven't been contacting with one another for a period of time

Oh yah, I called Mr Ji, he didn't said much, he just remind me of something. Sigh... also didn't know why I cried. Haix... the worse thing's... Percie cried too... when she told Ji's about not wanting to join SY... haix... Ji's indeed plays a important part in our life...

Anyway, I guess I'm going to disappoint him again. This Wednesday I won't be able to make it for the SYCO Sectional Practice cuz I gotta to work. I doubt I can take leave for that day, haix... sorry...

But I really not joining this concert le... sorry...

I hope I'll luv myself more

09:07

07 November 2005

Nothing much

Dad's making pudding again, this time with the pure mango slide in it, hmm... is delicious! He just got back home not ago after shower went out again. Hm, went to hospital I think for check up bahx... haix... he's not in a very good health either.

Second brother went for job interview, hopefully Brian and Terrace can help him find one job that suits him de, don't wish to him staying at home to be a slacker lor. Sianz...

Just woke up, later need to work norhx, so sianz. Btw, yesterday I didn't work, kinda regret, but real tiring lol. If this coming sunday there's OT, sure work cuz last day mahx.

Come to think of it, I think I've spent too much money this time round due to chalet stuffs. Hm... but is okay norhx... if everyone's happy. Now I'm very vexed what am I going to marinate the wings with? Haix... so sianz... troublesome...

Sianz... real tiring. Thought I would have something better to update but who knows? Haix...

Oh by the way, I rent the movie called "Flowers of the Night" is a pretty nice show, friends go rent it if you're M18... worth it worx...

I hope I'll luv myself more

13:14

06 November 2005

Wonders

Yesterday night work till this morning, 8am then end work. Wa biang a, is so damn tiring. Actually me don't want to work yesterday night but bo bian, they not enough people so we work until siao lol. Haix...

Then tonight again, working... wow... siong. Me don't know wanna work or not. $10/hr though not very much but if work 12 hours... 120 bucks le for only one day. Haix... but then I feel like going out or stays at home to rest lor, not in the mood to work ley. How?

Later by right there's CO, but me not going cuz real sleep le nehx. Hopefully he won't call please! I wanna sleep... the most I promise you that I'll be back no matter whether anyone I know is there for prac or not lol... sianz...

Haven't call Ji lao shi yet, haix... think better wait for him to call lol.

Wa kao, my piercing going to close again, sianz... it swollen and so I took out for one day nia, closing very soon le, unless I push it hard and let it bleed and swollen lol. Haix... wanted for more piercing. Hm... hands very dry... must use lotion... moist it...

Should I or shouldn't I? Lotta wonders...

I hope I'll luv myself more

09:42

05 November 2005

My pay, short of nearly 200 bucks

Yesterday night gotten my pay, haha... had been waiting for this day for a long period of time. But who knows that my pay was short of 200 over bucks! Gosh!!! Damn shitty! And the worse is that, they blame me for not punching properly, sigh... their ink is running low and sometimes, even punched two times also can't be seen clearly, imagine how worse it is? It's so messy cum unclear and that's why it's short of 200 bucks. Haix... Gina, work the same as me but although her pay is short of 100 bucks too, but at least she get 500 over bucks, much more better than me right? The worse is that, they push the responsibity to one another. Haix... agent push it to company boss, boss push it to supervisor, supervisor push it to leader but luckily she's willing to help me fight for it. Haix... hopefully manage to take back what I derserve lor. I calculated myself ish $617.70 but I only received $420.65, so damn the shitty norhx! Please pray for me... that I'm able to take back $197.50

Tonight got OT (Over Time) but me not sure wanna work or not. Haix... pay short of so much no more mood to work le. But May she didnt' call all of us, but only those who really can work [hardworking type], so she asked me whether wanna work or not lol. But still haven't answer her yet... later going to ask mummy, she ask me work, I work lor.

But definitely not going to tell her about my pay, if not she sure nag nag nag and die die, sure tell everyone at home de, and then small matter will become big issue le. Haix... so better keep my mouth shut!

Haix... heard from kor that mom's cooking MEE HOON KUEH tonight... haix... how I wish to go to PM now to buy Mango cake frm BS. Haix... tonight, JIA KA KI... haix... sianz 1/2. Hm, that's about all, tired... going off le

So sad...

I hope I'll luv myself more

10:11

04 November 2005

Tummy pain sey

Wow biang a, today still have to work, haix... also good cuz this week only work 3 days (include today). Haix... only earn 150 over bucks due to two public holiday lor.

Kat, also don't know how many times that I've told her my birthday le, but she kept asking me the same question: "Jialin, when 's ur birthday". Diao... (o_oll) So sick and tired to answer this question again and again... haix...

Tonight might be getting pay worx! Happy sey... but not sure how they calculate, so later gonna look at the pay slip. Sianz nehx... still have to work cause my tummy kinda pain.

Mummy recently in good mood worx. Haha... nowadays come back with a smile unlike in the past, come back scold people nia... haha... not really scold but nags a lot. Now different.

Hm, still haven't buy my concession pass for this month cause not sure whether to buy or not. Haix... later then think again.

Yesterday was Hari Raya right? So no surprise that there'll be lots of cookies from two neighbours of mine. Haha... so this morning at around 4am plus ate quite a lot of cookies, woo... nice sey... half eating, half watching my movies...

Oh yar... ghost train sucks! Totally sucks... no starting, no ending... also not sure what it's showing... haix... wasted my money. Boogeyman... cool... so exciting yar? Son of the mask... lotta laughter nia... the baby so cute... like a monster man! Haha...

Hm... going to shower and 've my dinner le... later going off to work at 8pm

That's about all... take care frenz...

I hope I'll luv myself more

17:26

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Back from work and meet her up for breakfast, reached home I was like so tiring but till noon as my brother was like talking non-stop to me yar? Finally when he went out of the room, I got peach and fallen asleep in no time.

Slept till around 3pm plus near 4pm, I heard Pearlyn's cried, so went out of the room and woke up le. Sianz... then accompany jie to GP buy Mcs and me went to rent movies! Yeah, monster-in-law was extremely de funni lor, haha... can't help laughing. But guess I was too tired that I fallen a sleep for a few minutes in between of the filming of movie norhx. But still manage to understand the whole story lor.

I think it was 7pm that I fallen asleep again till now then I woke up. Sigh, I missed my favourite show, "A Promise for Tomorrow". So damn e shitty, haix... tomorrow last episode. Haha... but too bad, can't watch cuz gotta work. After this show, another show's coming up, guess was a nice one too. Haha... whatever it's, cuz I won't be able to watch lol. =(

Btw, his image is slowly faded away till today I met him [a smaller version of him] at GP escalator that reminds me of him. They don't really look much alike, but their characteristic was extremely similar... the way they keyed the cashier, that piercing on their ear... haix... but I'm going to forget him extremely soon cuz there isn't any possibility between us... =) not even friend, just someone impressive that I've met. If we're fated, I believe we'll meet up some time some day down the road. By then, I hope you've found your princess norxh...

Wanna go back and sleep, but doubt I'm able. Anyway, I'm real vexed this time round...

I hope I'll luv myself more

03:18

02 November 2005

Thank euu moii dearest mummi

Hey, goosh... I'm working tonight but see I'm so early here to blog, damn goosh. Sigh... hopefully later in the afternoon manage to catch some sleep before working norhx. If not tonight sure mati...

Wake up, nothing to do, so snap pics... zi lian then come online to put it in friendster. Then nothing to do go view other's profile. When I was so engrossed looking at other's pictures, mummy shouted me, I was totally frightened by her thought what has happened. Haha... she bought breakfast for me man! Haha... my ai xin zhao chan. Haha... is the first time that mummy ran back home from work. She sounded so breathless... haha... guess she sneak away from work worx. Haha... so touched! Haix... before she went to work, she smiled... haha... thanks my dearest mummy!!! Loves you so much nehx... but of course, she bought a share for second kor too. But wanna bet? He definitely 've his BBF outside de... not believe, wait he come back from BBCD you'll know the answer le...

So now half blooging half eating my ai xin zhao chan... quite nice lol. Haix... seems like nothing I can write le, so going off to do other things le.

Take care everyone...

I hope I'll luv myself more

08:54

01 November 2005

Just woke up

Today is a public holiday so we're not working. Just woke up @ around 9pm to watch "A promise for tomorrow". Wa biang a, I missed many episodes le nehx!!! Sigh, I the disadvantage of working night shift, goosh... is so damn touching and so my tears roll down my cheeks, luckily no ones saw it. Haha... too emotional already... haix...

Well, tomorrow gonna miss another episode but Thursday I think I've the chance to watch bahx, cuz is also public holiday... haha... then Friday 'll be getting my pay le nehx, so happy norhx... 10 days for 600 plus plus bahx... contended... =)

Kelvin is sick yesterday and so lucky of him that there isn't much work to do so May grant him the permission to go back home and rest. Jun Sin also not feeling very well, having headache and so lucky of him, cuz it seems like I'm only the one who bought pandadol to work. Haha... mention of him, he's a real tough guy who finds saying thank you is a very tough thing. I've tried to help him many times, but there's none he say thanks to me. Well, I don't beg for it cuz I help him with willingness k? Haha... for sure not only him that I've helped... I tried helped his gang too, but most of them are similiar to him arh? Well... perhaps they're guys bahx... and beside... most of them are 16... haha... so don't really bother them much...

Chalet stuffs guess everything's okay le bahx... haha... food gonna order tomorrow morning. My list of food...

Food

Fried Rice

Fried Mee Hoon

Curry Veggie

Sweet and sour fish

Wu Xiang

Sambal fish ball

Mc Nuggets

BBQ

Chick Wings

Otha

Satay

Hotdog

Stingray in foil

Drink

Packet drink

Bottle drink

Longan

Dessert

Salad

Pudding

Basically is like these only bahx... don't know sufficient to eat mahx... haha... scare...

So sianz... luckily second kor is out now, otherwise he'll be snatching the computer with me. Haha... by the way, really wish to have a lappy cuz I can lie on my bed and surf net mahx... haha... and also is portable... heex... but disadvantage is short battery life. Haha...

Still feeling sleepy but wondering will I be able to go to sleep after shutting down the computer. Haha... and the dou jiang that Vedelene bought was like so damn e sweet arh? Alamak... but quite nice lol... tomorrow gotta work again. I computed already only manage to earn 1k for this holiday but think better than slacking at home norhx... haha...

Wanna be a casual friend was also like so difficult arh? Haha... going off... gd9

I hope I'll luv myself more

23:09